Sunday, April 3, 2011

Procrastimination...

I have a video blog now. Subscribe, watch, comment, etc...


:3

xoxo

Saturday, March 12, 2011

If they find me racing white horses, they won't take me for a buoy...

Huge sigh of relief to know my friends in Japan are safe. I am so heartbroken about what has happened, especially as I consider Japan my second home country. :( After the earthquake in Christchurch, this is all just too much to handle. I want to move to the other side of the world, where they don't have earthquakes.

Fuck.

xoxo

P.S. James, I posted something, you'd better be appreciative, even if it is a sad Hayley post.


Monday, February 14, 2011

Existential Crisis Part One: Love and Other Terrible Things

I am a fucking coward.

I can't even say hello to this guy, let alone say 'Happy friggin' Valentine's Day, the frig, sukidatta ne~~~!' Why am I so afraid to talk to him? I let him into my strange little world, I let him take me as I am, I spent a night or two with him, and yet I'm still afraid to talk to him. I guess I'm scared of losing him. Like everyone else. I lost them easily.

I'm not even planning on screaming something inane like 'I LOVE YOU U CUNT Y U NO SEE THAT?!?!' I'm just wanting to ask how he is. How life is where he is. Whether I still have a part in it...his friends say I do...*sigh*

His friends have opened up to me. That must be a sign, right? Or maybe they find me a fascinating person due to my incredible weirdness and ranting and what not.

Urgh. Fuck my life.

xoxo

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Heart And Soul...One Will Burn...

Now Playing: The Horrors - Draw Japan <333333

My Joy Division top came today! n___n


I'm well stoked with it, even though it's quite long on me (as one may tell). I don't mind much.

Catching up with my dear friend John tomorrow, which I am well excited about. :3 He's asking for photos of everyone from their 'emo' days. I'm not sure where mine are...must've burnt them or removed all evidence of their existence. xD

Ah, well.

xoxo

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Walking 'round the streets of London, late at night...

Well, to start off my not so regular blog posts, a big ups to my Unite Union folks for their work in helping a girl keep her job at Burger King. All she did was speak out on Facebook about how shit the conditions are, and then they tried to pin accusations upon her, but they were struck down by the power of the unions. I'm disappointed I couldn't join in (due to not being in Dunedin), but I am looking forward to getting back into the whole 'political activist' thing.

In local news, we now have a kitten. It's taken a liking to me, it seems. :3

And it is one week until I return to Dunedin. I cannot wait. I miss everyone there.

I've also become a seagull hunter. As in, protecting society from seagulls that ruin picnics and pluck out eyeballs and try to take over the world. (I love my friend James, he and I are about to start the biggest movement in a long time...not as big as what's happening in the Middle East (power to the people!), but...yeah.)

And my desires to marry Rhys Webb have increase a millionfold. Seriously. I want to marry that man. Never mind I have my heart set on someone IRL...wait...maybe I should consider that before I jump Rhys and demand him to be my husband.

Meh.

Until next time...

xoxo

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

To Be Someone Must Be A Wonderful Thing

Now Playing: David Watts - The Jam

I'm off to Dunedin tomorrow. Just for the day, to find me a place to live. But hell, even a day back in Dunedin will do me some good. I miss it, and everyone there whom I love, so much.

I won meself a dress on TradeMe. Well, dad did, since I was at work so I couldn't check the auction before it closed. But dad trolled the other two bidders by getting in at the last minute. Problem, bid fags?





























(This is said dress.)

I'm slowly falling back into my love for all things mod, although I tend to mix styles (mod style dress with Docs? A'ight...)

Yeah.

xoxo

C'est ne pas un rĂªve...c'est la vie.

I totally forgot this blog existed. Then I remembered it existed. Then I decided I'd come and write some lame post about how I forgot, then un-forgot, I had this blog.

It happens. Deal with it.

Expect me to keep this updated more than I used to.









You know you love it, and so on and so forth.

xoxo